These were taken last week on my 21st birthday. I felt fabulouslly cute that day. My whole life I have been one of “the bigger girls.” It didn’t bother me so much as a kid because I still had confidence and felt fucking awesome but as we grow up that gets sucked out if us. I spent all of my teen years struggling with depression, anxiety, and suicidal tendancies as well as dealing with getting bullied for my size. When I was 19 I finally got over it, decided FUCK EVERYONE! I will rock the clothes I want, the hair I want, I won’t be ashamed of my flab and cellulite. I am the biggest I have been, working on getting healthy, for myself, not everyone else.